The day after hiltons birthday
May 10 2020
He would be 30 years old...
I went to his grave site .... i was not allowed In
Covid 19 stupid...
No flash mobs at the grave yard ...
No work ... at all...
Today I have not only lost my son
But I no longer have a relationship with my daughter
even though she is alive and she was one of the three amigos
She know longer wants to talk to her dad ...super sad for me.... if you know her ask why and tell her I love her....
Hilton happy birthday
and if I had one wish on this day it would to make a mends with the following people
Mike byrne
Kevin byrne
Kelly byrne
Kat byrne
Katie byrne ...
Ciaran lazenby
Ian lazenby
David lazenby ...
I have no idea why these people have cut me out of their lives... but I love them and miss them ...
Hilton I miss you very much...
I miss you and cry as if it was just yesterday, we were fucking around in the shop...
My life changed the day you died...
boy oh boy do I walk with an emotional limp ... as David kloke would say....
I have flashbacks and night terrors... all from that time ... i sleep like shit ... even if I take cbd oil... hahah nope...
Hiltob / Kat/ Georga are my rockstars..i would do anything for you three... anything...
Oh hilton..just wanted you to know allie and I are great and have surrounded ourselves with great people .... that has to because of you..
Oh and nan.... ( my mom- hiltons grandmother) nan .. she still makes be pancakes ... and her and I are super close ... best friends....
She tells me she thinks of you all the time .. and love you...
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Tim Byrne Cell: 416-984-9045 Website: www.stadia.ca 24/7 Service: 905-739-3939
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