Tuesday, May 12, 2020

May 11 2020/ covid ?

It's the day after motherday
The day after  hiltons birthday 
May 10 2020

He would be  30 years old...

I went to his grave site .... i was not allowed In 
Covid 19 stupid... 
No flash mobs at the  grave yard ...
No work ... at all...


Today I have not only lost my son
But I no longer have a relationship with my daughter  
even though she is alive and she was one of the three amigos 
She know longer wants to talk to her dad ...super sad for me.... if you know her ask why and tell her I love her....

Hilton  happy birthday  
and if I had one wish on this day it would to make a mends with the following people

Mike byrne
Kevin byrne
Kelly byrne
Kat byrne 
Katie byrne ...
Ciaran lazenby 
Ian lazenby
David lazenby ...

I have no idea why these people have cut me out of their lives... but I love them and miss them ...

Hilton I miss you very much... 
I miss you and cry as if it was just yesterday, we were fucking around in the shop...

My life changed the day you died...
 boy oh boy do I walk with an emotional  limp ... as David kloke would say....

I have  flashbacks and night terrors... all from that time ...  i sleep like shit ... even if I take cbd oil... hahah nope...

Hiltob / Kat/ Georga are my rockstars..i would do anything for you three... anything...

Oh hilton..just wanted you to know allie and I are great and have surrounded ourselves  with great people .... that has to because of you..
Oh and nan.... ( my mom- hiltons grandmother)  nan .. she still makes be pancakes ... and her and I are super close ... best friends....

She tells me she thinks of you all the time .. and love you... 



 

Tim Byrne

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