As my family and close friends gathered for dinner the 15+ of us sat a huge table full of food and laughter.....
No one said Hiltons name...
Not a word....
We laughed and talked, you could tell that everyone was avoiding it,
Usually I like to crack a joke about the big pink elephant in the room.....
But to today, tonight was not the time and place....
Everyone was missing Hilton beyond belief, and no one wanted the shit show...
We just need to get through this..
Be strong,
I know that all of us on our drives home will discuss the courage and strength... And how surprisingly well the night went considering the opportunity for failure..
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my mom ask a month ago should we even have a big dinner? And I said with out hesitation..."YES, its year of firsts and new starts with out hilton"...." And if we don't keep facing our fears our fears will eat us up"-... Hilton wants us to continue living...
He loved christmas ... He loved the family get together....
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we will celebrate christmas and all family gatherings in HILTONS honour....
2010 is almost done, thanks god "new years eve" is not a big deal....
Yet our up come trip mont tremblant is.... Ouch...
We have gone in the first week of january to
mont tremblant every year for 13+ years maybe more... Since hilton was 7 or 8....
So many stories....
So this up coming week will be hard....
But my family is strong...
MERRY christmas hilton... Now that its over I'm gonna cry ok... Don't think I'm weak buddy .. I just miss you.... So much...
Love you, miss you,
Good bless
Sweet dreams don't let the bed bugs bite
Ps:
Kellie you better rest if your gonna snow board.......
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