Update

I stopped blogging
because penny and kellie kat and georg , kelly, katie and alex and natalie and l needed a team meeting , some time to reflect and drive to peterborough ( rice lake and back....

Deep breath...... Positive attitude, love passion..

Today we had a conversation. Dr. Lawless, a great man.. Who runs the ICU this week...

Hilton, beside the montage of thing he has to over come...
The largest thing for him to over come is the brain damage.

•Hilton will not be coming back to us as we knew him.. This is for sure...

•We must consider the worst case scenario. That hilton could be completely incapacitated for the rest of his life.... And even require a feeding tube being institutionalised
And
•we discussed removing him from life support and making him comfortable til the end

And
•We discussed completing a tracheotomy and giving him the chance to let his lungs heal...

And
•We have set a non resuscitate order in case anything happens...if penny and kellie and I are not there...

And
•we discussed hilton just waking up with a little bit of brain damage and live a new normal life...
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Everything we discussed was overwhelming for us... ----------------------------------

I'm a stubborn man,
I will fight to the end, I need everyone last bit of prayer and energy, from all 20,000 people that have hit the site

Dear GOD and Hilton

I'm not fucking around ,
I need you both to help me with this journey
for I have never been down this path before.

I want hilton and I to do the right thing, together, and I know we will work together

Hilton Alexander Byrne you better tell me what to do when the time is right.


Your are my little buddy, I love you, god bless don't let the bed bugs bite.,,

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Now for all the bloggers.. Stop crying...... I don't need tears...
The time is now.... to fight for him,
with prayer and positive attitude,
love him
squeeze him,
give him everything you got...
He is a fighter,
we just have to force him to feel it...
To come back to us...
Now let's do this thing right and push the energy...your prayers deep in his heart.

I'm a fighter, so fuck you I don't lose very often and I'm not given up that easy, not yet..
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John my nurse ( I love john) and I have a pact that he is gonna come back and take care of hilton on saturday, And talk with me before we make any huge choices...

John is a strong man caring and kind , smart and has been in the ICU for a long time...
He thinks hilton is a kick ass kid who just needs time..

God bless john...
....Now hilton stop fucking around and get angry and beat this fucking thing I'm not leaving with out you...

I love you... Hilton, This ranks right up there in the top 10 shitty days of my life.....