Monday, October 25, 2010


I'm out of words, I'm tired! Scared, feeling sorry for my self,
So selfish... So fucking selfish... GOD dammit its not fair....

my son,

His fever is up,

He has no LOC, for 24 hours+
We meet with some more doctors tonight.

But for now hilton is calm and quiet, sometimes he raises his hand as it shakes so lightly I reach for his warm hand and grab hilton's left hand and hold it, rub each finger one by one while I tell him how much I love hime and I won't leave... I won't... Please god, help hilton find his way...

He is a beautiful boy so full of life....
I love my buddy,

1 comment:

  1. Don't give up on him Tim, not until you've tried everything. Holistic doctors, reiki masters (such as myself) are willing to help. I will be there as soon as you want me to be to help.

    Never never never give up. He's still in there <3