Monday, October 25, 2010

Hey

I'm out of words, I'm tired! Scared, feeling sorry for my self,
So selfish... So fucking selfish... GOD dammit its not fair....
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Breathe............

my son,

His fever is up,

He has no LOC, for 24 hours+
We meet with some more doctors tonight.

But for now hilton is calm and quiet, sometimes he raises his hand as it shakes so lightly I reach for his warm hand and grab hilton's left hand and hold it, rub each finger one by one while I tell him how much I love hime and I won't leave... I won't... Please god, help hilton find his way...

He is a beautiful boy so full of life....
I love my buddy,

1 comment:

  1. Don't give up on him Tim, not until you've tried everything. Holistic doctors, reiki masters (such as myself) are willing to help. I will be there as soon as you want me to be to help.

    Never never never give up. He's still in there <3

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