Thursday, October 28, 2010

So many opinions

I have never been met with so many opinions in my life,
I am delighted to her them all, yet no one will be definitive with me.

I have never been overwhelmed, til now.

I thought I was in charge before , but now the true meaning of responsibility is facing me.

Nothing I have ever done before would prepare me for this moment...

Fear of failure is facing me, a true life time decision

my god, I wish I could put into words what is going through my head.

My breathing is lite, shallow as I lay in bed listening to the old city hall bells ring,

Hilton , hiliti, buddy, little buddy please give me a sign to guide me on your journey.

I love you so much. Hilton

God give me the strength to over come my challenges and move forward.

Einstein ( so my sister says) said life is like a bicycle you must keep moving forward to stay balanced.

Something like that....

Fuck me this is bullshit


  1. So much information, yet none at all.

    Whatever your decision is, those that love you and are part of (or have become part of) your family will be beside you all from here on out.

    May our gracious Lord give you strength and may the Holy Spirit give you wisdom.

    Romans 5:1-5

    Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

    Anna Marie

  2. Tim
    WE have followed your blog every day since this has happened and cannot even begin to imagine what you and your family are going through.My prayers to St.Jude(Patrent Saint of Healing) has been endless.Rod and I just wanted you and your family to know that we are with you in thought and spirit, and that no matter what decision you make will be in Hilton's best interest.You are a great Dad.Our love follows you and your family always.Rod and Audrey...BIG HUGS!!!!!xoxox